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Sometimes a BMF’r needs a little lip gloss

Sometimes a BMF’r needs a little lip gloss

I wasn’t feeling to whippy today when I got back from doing some work today. My best buddy and princess decided I needed some lip gloss and a necklace to make me pretty. Made me feel better anyway. LoL. Then she brought me her stuffed bear for me to snuggle while I rested. Sweet girl

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80’s Punk Rock Morning

listening to an 80’s punk rock internet radio station this morning on the new receiver. Nice. Got up this morning feeling almost excited to weigh in sure that I was going to see a pound more but instead lost a half pound. Downer. But, I am not gonna give up. I ate toast, cereal, and some oj. Will make myself drink a shake in a few. Feeling good. Cold as hell outside. Some work to do this morning, gotta get the mini figured out (battery), food for tonight, and hopefully some fun. 80’s punk is my favorite. Black Flag, Circle Jerks, Blondie, Suicidal Tendancies, Ramones, Dead Kennedys, it’s all good.

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I’m done with Chemo

I tried it again on a lower level hoping it would not affect me in a way like the first time. The first couple of days seemed fine but the last two days have been hell. High fever with all the extreme fever side effects. Sore, cold, chilled, fever, headache, etc. This is not how i want to spend my time left here. It makes NO sense to me to continue chemo. Why would I want to feel like shit to live a little longer, feeling like shit? I don’t and I won’t. Whatever time I have left I will spend feeling as good as i can, doing the stuff I want to do. Without the chemo, I have symptoms but they can be controlled to a degree of reason and I feel like myself. That is the life I choose. I want quality over quantity.

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PerfectenHair

My hair has always been a bone of contention for me. I never liked it, never liked getting it cut, never liked who cut it, never liked it period. Over the last few years I have grown to really like the natural way of my hair. It looks best to me right when i wake up. Long story short, i need another damn haircut. While I like my hair now and have accepted it’s short comings, i still hate getting a fucking haircut. So much tedious snipping and shit.